Motion City Soundtrack, Anberlin, Fun., Say Anything, Conditions, Mayday Parade, The Starting Line, Mae, The Wonder Years, Brand New, Alexisonfire, City and Colour, The Killers, Copeland.
The Walking Dead,
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I just watched The Office finale and I laughed and I cried and they brought Michael back PERFECTLY AND THAT WAS SO SO GOOD and now I’m downloading the Doctor Who season finale and today is basically a fun day for my emotions
These past few days my heart has randomly been going a few million miles a minute and making me feel like my body is going to explode and I have no idea what’s going on but it makes it to where its hard to sleep, as if I didn’t have enough trouble with that as it is, and makes it kinda hard to do much of anything and I am so lost as to why and I’m tired so this is a post and stuff.
My moms boyfriend: did your mom mention I need you to do me a favor by any chance?
My moms boyfriend: Oh, we'll I need a favor May 30th.
Me: What is it?
My moms boyfriend: Its a Thursday.
*ensue total silence for about 30 seconds*
Me: ...but what is it..
Since coming back from Florida I have watched:
The entire Buu Saga if DBZ
The entire Dragon Ball GT saga
And I just finished the entire Dragon Ball saga, and now I’m starting DBZ all over again…
On top of finishing 2 and a half seasons of Veronica Mars for the millionth time and Arrested Development for the 256744 time it’s almost like you could say I have no life….
Nobody really understands the infinite amount of ridiculous emotion I’m going to go through when I see Anberlin with Elle next month.
I need to stop blogging at midnight when I think my medicine isn’t kicking my ass cause plot twist: it really is oops
I got hit by a total wave of anxiety and sad and hate life so I’m gonna pointlessly drive around crying to Valencia bye
Midnight check list:
Can’t sleep ✔✔✔
Hate self ✔✔
Anticipate waking up at 6 am despite not being able to sleep✔
Miss Elle ✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔
I am a poorly functioning human when I’m by myself
And Im by myself about 97% of my days
Aka I suck at being stuck in my head all the time with no outlets other than making vague text posts that are probably partially made because my sleeping medicine is kicked in in full and I’m just ignoring it to blog, and crying over music, and bitching about things to Elle or my Mom.